cant i be just me??

i dont want to b a maverick or anything else
u know i wd rather be just me
pl accept me for who i am dont try n change me
if u did i wd be not the person u fell in love with
accept me for my pluses n minuses as i do to u
i am not clay u r not my creator
dont mold me into a pattern
i might just be different: an odd shaped peg
i ll accept u for who u r n walk tall
and expect u to do the same
give me space to fly to learn n grow
i ll bind u only with love n loyalty
not with heavy ropes or chains
or maybe is should just say i may look like i am made of steel n i do have a strong spine
but pl treat me tenderly for u may just hurt me

happy new year!!!

hallos and a bright new cheery happy new year to all
i know it is slightly late in the day but what the heck it is never too late to spread some cheer n warm wishes.... wat say????

ok this ne w year has not been very eventful......though the last one ended on a fabulous note (details on that later)
in fact 2007 has been disappointing so far
i have been reading a lot of page long predictions..now i really dont believe in them but it is fun and they seem to litter every year end issue...i bet their sales really jump up.........anyways they are predicting a nice romance on the cards ...ahem!!
now this is interesting and seems like an exciting prospect but i really dont know
what if it is not the "one"???

what if i fall for the bad guy.........the one u know our moms warn us about. the provincial bad guy with rugged look and piercing eyes....the one who leaves u gasping for more.........
the big bad wolf?? would he gobble me up ?? just like that???and move on to newer greener pastures???
hmmmmm...sure sounds delicious and adventurous and dangerous.

but then i have this nasty feeling creeping up on me....that i might not take the chance
i just might end up prefering the lighter side of black and not the darker side of white!!!

que sera sera
whatever ll be ll be

love n luck to all n cheers!


p.s: New year resolution ..no more vodkas